In memory of my first two children Zach and Rowan. My son died at birth due to compression of his umbilical cord during labour. He was minutes away from being in my arms when his heart stopped beating, I love and miss him terribly. His birthday is the 28th of March. My daughter Rowan was born a year later and she brought happiness back into my life. She was a beautiful little girl with jet black hair and dimples. She fell asleep aged 22 days and she never woke up.. I still can't understand why?? No reason could be found so she is a SIDS baby. They will always be a huge part of my family, we talk about them everyday and will miss them forever. They now have a little sister and two little brothers If I could have a life time wish A dream that would come true I'd pray to god with all my heart For yesterday and you. A thousands words can't bring you back I know because I've tried... Neither will a thousand tears I know because I've cried... You left behind my broken heart And happy memories too... But I never wanted memories I only wanted you.